Can’t work, clowns will eat me. Can’t resolve, body defeats me. Can’t will, won’t will why? Can’t do what they want me to. What to do? I’m always asking what to do. We’re always asking what to do too? What to do to make our dreams come true and what to do to make manifest the simplest acts. How can I do what is I want to? To always do what is best for myself and all of you? To perhaps build a bridge to a better structure and a newer world? That is a big how, and not a how that I wish to concern me, yet still a how that is always directing me and guiding me: a desire for a golden age and a real manifest new world through this 2012 transit and surrounding energies/changes. I have my own dreams of how the story unfolds and my own possible role(s), but I’d certainly be willing to let them go if I only knew that what I will do will always help to make this dream come true. I’m beginning to feel that my current path is too empty for my current dreams, and though practical me can in no way afford to let go of anything right now, I still need to how I can do what it is I want to.
How (to win) = Will + Resolve + Discipline?
This last part, always my heart’s weakest, as well as my mind’s, the connection together being what can only bring de-play-sin? I know I can strengthen this connection through yoga and meditation, but it’s exactly my desire for these two techniques that leads me to my search for discipline.
I’ve always been able to work well as a team, but all one is tough, and though I certainly have teammates currently (thank you!), it seems I walk my path of discipline alone. How can I always be a disciple of love and always the right kind, which is the biggest trick for the mind, and heart?
